Life among those who you know and those whom you DO NOT know! It is strange and at this time I can hardly eke out the difference between the two. I cannot recall what happened to me before that evening when I opened my eyes I the hospital. It is almost a month now…23 days to be exact and I am back home with just a clotting around my head gone and those mysterious burn marks across my chest and back all gone. The doctors did express their surprise at their disappearance so quickly but by now they said that they were quite used to miracles happening to me. They hadn’t expected me to wake up after I had been brought in by Jeet in a coma…but miraculously I had woken up and miraculously I had walked out of the hospital within 3 days of waking up.
I still cannot remember who I am but I am told that I am at home with my parents and my best buddy was always there. I find it strange that I have forgotten everything that happened in my life before that evening and yet I remember to read and write and also ride motorcycle and ride cars….funny…no it is eerie!
Even as the blustery wind picks up this evening I walk along forlorn in the streets of the city trying to pick up scents which might give me answers. Yes pick up scents..this is me…trying to understand my environment by picking up scents. Ma says it is very strange that I pick up scents from a long distance and Baba says that this has started ever since i have woken up. I think…how does it matter what “I think”….i don’t even remember what “I” am so I would rather let it be. This is also not the only strange physical signs which have been showing up; I had gained strength pretty rapidly. Every morning after my jogging I feel that I can at least do a few rounds more of the dirt track. But I have always checked myself fearing burnouts and exhaustion……”Let us not rush it now!” is what I would say to myself and draw myself away from the temptation. Is that me normally? Baba says no and in fact says that it would take two elephants to wake me up from my morning slumber. But he is happy that I am keeping myself physically fit. Well I do it to keep myself from losing my sanity from thinking and thinking about myself and trying to find answers to “who am I?”….
To be continued….!
